away from home

Can't believe it, i've been 10 days away from home, such a record.Jadi punya peribahasa baru: jauh di mata berat di pulsa, hehehe....bukti mahalnya harga kenyamanan sebuah keluarga.A new lesson for me is how you control your emotion when you realized something goes wrong, you usually deal with it but right now all you can do is watch and pray...hehmm very very hard to do but it must be done.
As life is a process, so is mine now

   

leavin' on a jet plane

a week that full of surprise, think The Mighty One speaks in a special way, that i still try to understand up to now. may be after this i'll be stronger and stronger.Tapi akibat dari semua kejadian dadakan ini, koper lama yang aku dulu pake buat pergi ke Kisaran 10 tahun lalu jadi dipake lagi deh. waktu ngepak barang-barang buat keperluan selama diklat kemarin siang jadi cengar-cengir terus inget perasaan waktu mo pergi dulu.
Fiuhh...kalo inget harus ninggalin anak selama lebih dari sebulan mmmm waduh gak ku-ku, but every job got its own  risk, includes mine. Dua hari ini aja perasaan si kakak jadi lebih manja dari biasanya, yang emang udah manja.
Ngomong-ngomong soal koper itu juga, kalo  dulu dibawa pergi naik kapal Sinabung ke Belawan, sekarang dibawa naik mobil ke LA alias Lenteng Agung hehehe...
At one side of the story, i want this training get over soon, so i can have my normal life with my family back. But on another side, i do wanna escape from 'something'....hehehe i know running away won't solve anything but there's something amazing about 'time' as a cure for every pain. I do hope my training time, gives me some space to heal the problem, amin.
So..kiss me and smile for me, hold me like you'll never let  me go..cause i'm leaving on a jet plane ....         and of course i'll be back again sweetie, wait for mbu ya nak